My day sucked and I actually thought it was gonna be okay. I mean, I had common tests and English was SOOO good and then there's tamil ... well, we already know how I'll score in that now, don't we? Oh and then there was Lit. It was okay, though I didn't finish it ... well, for the second one I only managed to write two points due to the clock moving so quickly and making life hrad for me. Oh and then ... I got back my tests. Ugh. Double ugh. I always make stupid mistakes ... this is not fair. It made me feel depressed and STUPID. Ahhhh. See ... my life is so influenced by school life that I don't even have time for ... or to really concentrate on other stuff like Valentines' Day! This is not fair. My life can't suck on Valentine's Day ... that's just pathetic (This is the life I lead ppl. I'm so driven by school and homework that I seriously have no time to just relax and think about what's happed peacefully ... even if I DO have the time, my brain will be bugging me of the next test which I have ... probably on the next day itself. Or there's the stacks and stacks of homework) I NEED A FREAKING LIFE. I mean, everything is planned out so that we have a supposed balance between studying and developing ourselves. But, the thing is, we're not robots. We do need some time to have FUN (I bet they've never heard of that word before) It means that NO SCHOOL IS INVOLVED ... NOR DEVELOPING WDV CRAP. Just plain fun where we can REALLY unwind. You know, it's like FORBIDDEN. Everytime ... people remind us of the god-knows-how-many upcoming tests, homework and some even the 'O' Levels. I'm freaking 15!!! F-I-F-T-E-E-N for those dense ones out there. I shouldn't be like tied down because of all this. That's just not fair. I know that I've been saying a lot but, really, this is just too much. AHHHHHHHHH. That has been the second sigh of irritation and I think I should go now. Hmm. I shall go and listen to Aqualung or La Rocca. Yeah, that'd be nice. So long.

First we run and then we laugh till we cry
But when the night is falling
and you cannot find the light

If you feel your dream is dying
Hold tight
You've got the music in you
Don't let go